Study mode!!!

Finally though i slack off a lot as usual, I managed to get my English Argumentative Essay done last Friday. I got only 8% plagiarism due to my title is the same with other student's work. For the whole essay, 8% plagiarism is the title..who cares bout that (though I care bout that but since it's over, let it be over). Now that it's over, I can concentrate more on my studies.. Physics and Engineering Maths are both waiting for me to do revision for the final exam though..
Now i only have my IT web page assignment left. I'm done with my part (typically write articles, uploading photos and stuff), I need to write a bloody report on the web page and stuff. I can't relax a bit for now because i have final exam for this sem (if you fail,you'll repeat the subject that you fail and when you fail, your studies will extend). Who wants to fail? Now gonna kickass the unfinished part and go revise over my notes for the exam. Now I'm not gonna facebooking (this time, i wont post any stuff) or anything..haiz..exam..why you need to exist?

My study

Practically i should be start studying hard and revising over my notes and books. But what am i doing? WHAT AM I EXACTLY DOING?? Practically Facebooking, Twitting, Messenging on my MSN, and stuff..doing nonsense stuff..
But on the bright side, i almost got my assignments done..For English essay that i hate, you are just few steps away from done..As for you IT, you're also the same..I just need to give you some photos and you're done..
Lol..but i need some one to root for me..Now study!! hopefully my dad don't annoy me for now..like what he did yesterday..Apparently he got yesterday off. that means he don't work and decided to annoy me by asking me home just to cook lunch for him!!That's annoying..Hopefully he don't do that again (but indeed i asked him to wash the dish as i'm in a rush for class)
cheers..

Emotional

I don't know bout you people but it seems like my life is not always complete. I feels like my life's always lack of something..surely not gf/bf love.. totally not partner love.. I just don't know what my life is lacking of.
you might say i'm a little too emotional here..I dunno but you can say that i'm emotional type of person. I just don't like to tell people stuff nor secrets. I trust my friends..but not all i trust..friends like Alan,Gerard and Douglas, i trust them a lot..i believe that they wont expose my stuff to others..
i just don't know now..with my current mood, how can i possibly study for my test tomorrow?help me..sos